Okay this is a weird musing from the P.O.V of Lina. The whole thing with the song is metophroic. Lina is supposidly the Star and she's traveling to find herself.
"We three kings of Orient are
Bearing gifts we traverse a far
Field and fountain
Moor and mountain
Following yonder star
Star of Wonder
Star of Night
Star with royal beauty bright
Westward leading
Still proceeding
Guide us to thy perfect light"
- taken from the song We Three Kings
What's in a name?
I mean, a name. The title of everything. Does it
control your destiny?
It sure feels like it. My name does.
People fear it.
Then again they listen to me.
Is that helpful?
I guess...yeah...
Oh wonderful...I'm answering my own questions.
I wish I could answer some of them though.
About love...
Who do I care for?
Well everyone in the group.
I guess.
But it's more like family love....
I mean real love.
Romance.
Will I ever have it?
Or is that another price I've got to pay for being so powerful?
I hope not.
I've heard love is a really great thing.
But...
What about being so powerful?
I...
I had the creator of everything inside me.
Does that mean I can't be defeated?
Or is it only a matter of time before I'm killed.
I'm afriad of death.
For a while I thought I was invisable.
Now I see that humans aren't.
The races will eventually fall.
But to what?
I wonder...
What will be the end of the world?
How will I die?
And once I do what will it be like?
Nothing?
Does nothing have taste, texcure,color even?
Or is it truely nothing?
I wonder.
This is kinda stupid but I think I at least want to be
kissed before I die.
To overcome what lies in my name.
Lina Inverse.
To people it means destrution.
Do I really destroy everything I touch?
Is that true?
I should ask someone sometime.
Gourry would give me an anser I'd like.
I think I'll ask him someday.
Or will someday be to late?
Knowing what I know about everything...can I possibly
go on being the same Lina?
Actually I think I'll always be the same Lina.
I don't think I'll ever change.
And I don't think I want to.
Ironic isn't it?
Well that was weird....oh well ^^;;; More insomic pieces by me.
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