Homeopathic


I was made only to be broken
to ruin internally
abused
misused
my innocence bled from my body
from my soul
    leaving me weaker than the weakling I was
    leaving me emptier than the emptiness I was
    leaving me broken as the broken thing I am
trusting and believing
smashed me
dashed
into a million pieces
I believe in nothing
love is nothing
love is everything
I am nothing
you are everything
I am passed over
    leaving me the broken thing I am
I curl up in the darkness
so like my soul
so unlike yours
I see what you cannot
I know what you cannot
I have become what you cannot
must not
afraid to corrupt you
I try to stay away
I keep myself apart
    leaving me the broken thing I am
I want your help
want to be healed
I am drawn to your light
trapped like a deer
I want to melt away in your warmth
so unlike my frozen self
I want so bad
so bad
to be put back together
but you'll just pass me over
leaving me broken
    the broken thing I am


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