Janus


Him..

- Please stop; you're killing me..

Him..

- Please.. Already.. I'm drowning..

Him..

- The insides of darkened eyes that instead gave birth to me.

Him..

- Please make it stop.. it hurts...

Imperfection;

I am ME, though the traitor's face comes to swallow me raw;

Don't see him when you look at me.

A roaring heartbeat and eyes I must hide;

I see the crystal scream in your eyes as you deny Truth it's right and me my soul.

Longingly, desirously, a smooth face beneath your empty fingertips that is a ghost's breath.

Disappointment in your eyes.

Your mouth says a sorrow of darkness,

Light you would give me.

I have light.

Give me Myself.

Your heart aches and you throat mourns in a dark pitch that consumed him.

A bath of Red devours me...

Blood

blood

In stickily cling it coats me and runs down my screaming mouth as a gag and a flowing robe I never saw.

In my nose clinging,

In my eyes, blinding, a Jealousy of the lesser.

I could have loved you.

The whole world in my breast was yours;

Two lips ache.

But your eyes have no room for me;

They are filled full with my reflection.

I am cold.

The hated other that steals my soul now and you from a pallid grave.

I'll kill you.

A wash of Crimson that sears my soul into a bitter fruit of Why?

Red

red

red...

On my hands and in my eyes to a haze of fury.. this color I want to escape but find my untrustworthy hands spreading, to cool in gummy horror at my feet.

Him..

- Cut my bonds..

Him..

- Open my eyes that work and take my hand.

Him..

- Then I send you to him and sob my bitter red tears for a Truth and a Time I can't escape.

Fleeting in me, a shadow of Someone else.


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