I watch you from afar
Knowing that you could never be mine
You are my light, my shadow, my reason for existence
Yet, you could never be mine
You smile at me, a sincere smile, filled with love
But not that kind of love, not the kind I want
You love me as a friend, as an ally, as a brother
I love you forever, as my light, my shadow and my life
Yet, you could never be mine...
I draw back into my own darkness
Not wanting to see you
But you pull me out again
Making me feel whole
Making me feel happy
But still you could never be mine
Never love me like I love you
I cherish every touch
Every smile
And in my own mind I imagine
That you smile just for me
That you love me like I love you