I hate him. I just came to that conclusion. Before I only disliked him, but now I definitely hate him. I loathe him to the very depths of his soul. Scratch that. He doesn't have a soul.
I'm going to kill him. I'm going to cut out the cold rotting peach pit he has for a heart and watch him slowly bleed. And as soon as he revives himself, I'll do it again. Won't that be pleasant? His stupid cat-slitted eyes will pop open and I'll watch the pain and fear in them. Horrible Mazoku eyes that opened for her.
What does she see in him? Answer me that! Gods, I thought she liked me. But maybe she just felt sorry for me, and loved him all along. Or maybe she is just trying to make me jealous. Maybe he is just trying to make me jealous. Maybe he seduced her. I hate him.
I took advantage of her, that's for sure. Assumed she'd always be there. Thought I had all the time in the world. Why didn't I learn from that mistake last time? I procrastinated and lost Lina, why did I have to lose her too?
Walking in on their kiss... I would have preferred torture. Or maybe that's what the kiss was meant as. Did he do it just to feed off my pain? Is that the only reason he took her from me? Or does he actually care for her? Does she actually care for him? I thought she hated Mazoku!
I sound like a jealous fool. I thought I had better control then this, but Gods, I hate him! I just wanted to wait a bit, watch her grow up, get over the fact that I still couldn't breath when she got so close... she's so cute. How could she have changed her mind about that monster? Or maybe... I am the monster? I thought she didn't care, but does it all go back to my body again?
Whatever happened to justice? What would her father say? Her friends? Does she even care what they think of her anymore? I doubt it. She grew up, and I just didn't notice.
It's not that I hate him, no. It's just that I love her.