When I Need You


Why don't you ever come when I need you?
Why don't you call when I feel bad?
Why don't you put your arm around me when my mind is screaming out for help?
Why don't you see my tears?
Why don't you know I'm faking?
Why don't you see every time I hit you it's to hide my true feelings?
Why don't you know it's just that I'm afraid of getting hurt?
Of being betrayed?
Of having my heart break again?
Why can't you see through my falsities, like you see through everybody else's?
Why don't you realize that I'm living a lie?
Why don't you come when I need you?
Why don't you know that I need you?
Why don't you know that I'm faking everything single freakin' thing and that I love you more then life istelf?!
...Why can't you read my mind?


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