My eyes are open now. Now that I don't have a cure to search for, now that I don't have revenge to extract, now that I have nothing. There was no cure, there was never a cure. Rezo never intended on letting me change back to a human form... I am doomed to stay this way for the rest of my miserable life.
I have no hope. I have no dreams. Everything I have lived for has been taken from me. First I lived for strength, and when I was finally able to become strong, it was an hollow victory. Then I lived for my revenge on Rezo. That was taken from me to, by Shabranigdo, and by Lina. Two people I could never dream of stealing somethign so important from me, did it. One unknowingly, so I cannot begrudge her, and one to suit its own purpose. Lastly, I lived for a cure, and even that was denied of me.
I have nothing. I am empty. My life is empty... My life is so hollow... I wish there was something, anything, to fill the void... I am hollow...
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Gee... Lina looks nice tonight.....
Yes, that's the end. For anyone who doesn't get it, Zel's looking for something to fill his empty heart, and he's going to try and fill that hollow area with emotion..... or something like that. It made sense in my head, honest!