How I Hate


How I hate you.
You make me like this
If not for you I would be at peace

How I hate him
Who for his own amusement you
Damned my soul to hell for all eternity

How I hate how you make me feel
Like a child, ashamed, unmaned
Hanging on your very word

How I hate Fate
For making me long
For the one thing I can never have

How I hate these feeling
These longings that betray
All that I have fought for

How I hate the world
For being happy
When I was never allowed

How I hate you
For being surrounded by friends
When I am all alone

How I hate them
For loving you
When no one ever loved me

How I hate myself
For loving you
Firia


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