red = Lina's POV
purple = Xellos's POV
"Wow, I never knew this was so.... so amazing." I feel
Xellos' shock as well, I guess he wasn't expecting
this. Why is he doing that? What the..... Xellos get
you tongue out of my mouth! Oh my Gods, this is kinda
neat.
"Lina-chan relax." Xellos whispers in my ear as he
begins to nibble on my neck.
Relax! I scream mentally. My temperature is
skyrocketing and he tells me to relax...
"Xellos..... stop." I yank on his hair, and he just
muzzles my shoulder. "Owww!" He bit me! Okay, so maybe
this biting thing isn't so bad after all..... Hmmm nope,
I kinda like it.
Okay, Xellos.... Let's take a step back here. I think
to myself as I feel my lust slam into my mind.
L-sama, I need... I need her. What has happened to me?
I am the Juujinken Priest under the Great Beastmaster
Zellas Metallium. I have lived for thousands of year,
and I still can't control my hormones.
"Xellos.....stop." Lina murmured, I hear the fear in her
voice, and oh how I love it. I can't help it, I have
to bit her, taste her skin.
Oh you are a vixen Lina-chan, you are afraid, yet I
feel you desire. You want this, yet you are scared. So
innocent. Do you want to destroy that innocence? A
small voice in the back of my mind asks. Shut up! I
snarl silently as I kiss Lina once again, I love how
her mouth tastes, it's so sweet........
"NAMAGOMI!!!!!!!!" I look up confused and stare at
Firia, Gods; she has the worst timing!
"Fireball!" A growl, but the stupid Dragon is unfazed.
"Let. Go. Of. Her. Right.. Now!" Firia snarls, and I
see the fire snapping in her cerulean blue eyes. I
look down at Lina and she is blushing beat red.
"I.... I gotta go!" she cries as stumbles to her feet
and races off. I try to follow, but Firia grabs my
wrist.
"Don't you dare! Have you no shame? Lina is not a
plaything for your games Mazuko gutter-trash. She
loves Zel, and even a heartless and cruel daemon
should leave that as it is!"
"No." I smile serenely at her and she whips out her
mace. One day I really need to ask her where she keeps
that thing.
What in L-sama's name possessed me to do that with.....
with Xellos? I scream silently as a half jog back to
the inn. I have to think, yes that is what I have to
do....think.. I..... My train of though is cut off when I
slam into a stone wall, and land on it! Zel! I cry
mentally, as I look down at the young man who has been
tormenting my every waking moment these last weeks.
"Lina, are you alright?" Zel asks, as he flushes, and
I do as well. Not surprising considering that I am
lying on top of him. Laying on top of him! I yelp
silently as a scramble to get up just as he does. My
foot tangles with his, and we got fall again, and I
feel Zel land on my arm.
"NO! Oh Gods, Lina..... I'm so...." Zel whispered brokenly
as he jumps to his feet. I cradle my arm to my chest
and whimper as the pain flashes up my arm. "Let me
see, it Lina, please." Zel whispered as he kneels down
next to him, I can hear his ragged breathing, and I
realize guiltily how he must feel. I hold out my arm
and feel his rough; hands slowly run over my arm. I
can feel the healing spell work, and try to shake off
the dizziness. I think I am going to faint, how
embarrassing. "Lina hold on." Zel whispers in my ear,
and I feel his hand touch my brow, and I feel the
power wash over me, his power. A sense of Zel seeps
into my mind. It is almost I am 'him' I can also feel
his pain, and inner turmoil, see his thoughts. Almost
unwillingly, I probe deeper into his mind and I slam
into a hastily erected wall.
"Lina, you don't want to go there." I hear/feel voice
tell me.
"Zel... let me in." I whisper.
"Lina, please..... I... don't" I sense he is hiding,
something, and I push against the door, and suddenly,
his emotions slam into me like a tidal wave. His rage
and anger at Rezo, and himself. His sorrow, his fear
of being alone, and finally the warm, and love that he
feels for me....for me? No it can't be, Zel loves
Amelia....doesn't he?
"I was trying to tell you Lina." Zel's voice was
tinged with sadness. "I am sorry." I hear the echo of
Zel apology within my head, and I am suddenly pulled
back into my body. "All better now." Zel said
brightly, and when I try to sense him once again, all
I feel is the wall, the barrier is in place once
again, and I feel as if my heart is a barren
wasteland. "You're arm is healed Lina." Zel points out
and I snap out of my reverie just as he stands up.
"Wait, what are doing?" I ask as I scramble to my
feet.
"Don't worry, Lina, I will leave, you won't have to
worry about me bothering you." Zel whispers as he
starts to walk away. I grab hold of his cape
"Hold on you think you can just tell me you love me
and just leave?" I cry enraged. "Get over yourself
Zel! Try to think about what other people feel for
once!" Zel whirls around and glares at me.
"Go back to Xellos Lina," he says coldly with a
mixture of hurt and betrayal swirling around within
his eyes. Yes, Lina, just as you read, my thoughts, I
read yours, and I saw, what and Xellos did. Zel
closes his eyes. "Please, allow me some shred of my
dignity." He whispers and I walk over to him.
"Look at me Zel." I command softly, as I reach out to
touch his stone cheek. He flinches, and looks at me.
"Leave me alone!" he snarls, feral as an animal.
"No Zelgadis Greyweres!" I shout as him as I grab him
by the ear, and jerk him down to my eye level. "You
are going to listen to me whether or you want to, do
you here me?" I whisper furiously as at glare into his
eyes. I see shock and anger war within those sapphire
depths and I gather my resolve. "I have never loved
Xellos and never will because my heart already belongs
to some else, and that person is you so you might as
well deal with it!" I say in one breath. The look of
his face is priceless, and I feel my anger drain away.
"Lina.... I" he tries to whisper, but I wrap my arms
around him neck and pull him down until his face is
within inches of mine. "Lina, just because I..."
"Baka, do you think that your outburst is causing this
Zel?" I ask incredulous. "This has been tormenting me
for weeks. Do you know how agonizing it is to love
someone and not be able to tell them because you are
afraid of being rejected?" I ask, and Zel smiles one
of his rare smiles.
"Yes, Lina." he whispers and a blush creeps across his
cheeks. "I have...." Zel shuts up, when I lean forward
and kiss him. The moment our lips touch, it's as if a
star went supernova within my head. I feel the almost
burning sensation, that made the warms I felt form
Xellos seem like an icy wind on a winter day. No this
was so intense, so bright, it was almost overwhelming.
But there was also a sense of rightness that seemed to
sing within my bones themselves. I am snapped back
into the real world when I feel Zel, wrap his arms
around me.
L-sama. My mind whispers awed. Thank you. And that
is the last coherent thought I have for a while