Sung by: Jessica Riddle. Off of the Soundtrack: 10 Things I Hate About You
You found hope, you found faith. Found how fast she can take it away.
Found true love, lost your heart. Now you don't know who you are.
This oddness surrounds me. We never can be. And if we could, what would we become?
She made it easy, made it free. Made you hurt till you couldn't see.
Sometimes it stops, sometimes it flows. But baby, that is how loves goes.
This feeling that is surrounding my cold heart is chipping all the black and death away. How did this happen? I thought I would be more careful that this. I look at you from the corner of my eye so you can't see the love in my eyes. This is so hard. I shake my head and sigh. Surly she can only hate me. What good have I ever done for her, or anyone for that matter? None. Sometimes I think I should just kill her, just last night I stood over her sleeping body, as I lifted my staff, she sighed and smiled in her sleep, I stopped. She was an angel that I could never have. I lift my staff higher while telling myself I have to do this, if I don't ...... I stop lifting my staff and gaze at her. I can't, oh L-sama. I can't kill her.
You will fly and, you will crawl, God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you, lost it all. God knows even angels fall.
They are walking down a dusty path. I float next to the little group that walks. Often I look down at her. Her blond hair blows softly, making it look like a hallo of light surrounding and angels face. Her blue eyes look around, searching for something. She looks up at me and sees I am looking at her.
"What are you looking at?" She asks. I can only turn away. He voice held distrust, hate, even a small amount of fear. I wish I could tell her, even if I wanted to, I could not lay a hand on her.
Instead I look down at her and smile my 'secret' smile. "Nothing, lizard breath!" She becomes enraged and pulls out her mace. She takes a swing.
It's a secret, no one tells. One days its heaven, one day its hell.
And its no fairytale, take it from me. That's the way its supposed to be.
I can't ever tell you, it's a secret I will take to my grave, if I even have a grave that is. I wish for once I could hold you and tell you how I feel. I remember in the cave with Valgarve, when I got to you before the rocks would have crushed you, holding you felt good, even if I had to drop you. But, seeing those rocks come down and almost crush you, made my heart explode inside my chest. If I held on to you a moment more, I was sure I would have never let go.
You will fly and, you will crawl, God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you, lost it all. God knows even angels fall.
You are my Angel.
You'll laugh, you'll cry, no one knows why, but oh the thrill of it all.
Your on the ride you might as well, open your eyes.
We are now at an Inn.
I look at her again. Eyes open. She turns her head to me, I just look at her, a soft smile plays my face, it's a real smile, she knows that, I let my eyes hold what I feel for her, she was going to say something, but stops. She blinks a few times, blushes and then turns away. I shut my eyes sigh and stand, I need to go outside.
You will fly and, you will crawl, God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you, lost it all. God knows even angels fall.
I stand and look at the sun set. This pain gets worse as the sun sets and rises. I lift my hand to my head and rube it. I must be getting soft in my very old age, a few hundred years ago I would have laughed if someone told me I was to someday, be in love with a Golden Dragon, I would have shot them.
Even angels fall.
Behind me I hear someone coming. I turn, it's her, my Golden Angel. She is looking at her hands.
She slowly looks up. Her eyes were soft. "Hello...Xelloss. do you mid if I stand out here?" I blink a few times, of course I didn't mind. But I just stood there. She slowly walks up to stand by my side. I look at her as she gazes at the sun set. I can't stop myself. I lift my hand to her face and lightly touch her cheek. She stiffens and then slowly turns her head to me.
"I wont hurt you." I say, a soft whisper. I push a strand of hair out of her eyes. She still just stands there. She slowly relaxes. I let my eyes hold what I feel for her, everything. My love, pain, hope that she, just might love me a little.
"Xelloss." She says, unsure of me this close. I take a step closer. She stays still. I put both my hands on either side of her face. I slowly lean down to her lips. I kiss them lightly. She does not move. I kiss her lips again, a little longer this time. She slowly opens her mouth and even slower, she excepts my kiss. Her lips were unsure, not really knowing what to do. After a few moments, I pull back and lightly hug her, she stood there and then slowly put an arm around me. "Xelloss, what's..." I cut her off.
"Firia-chan." I say as I look at her face. She blinks. I had to shut my eyes tight, I did not want to see the rejection on her face. "Firia, I love you." Eyes still shut I hear a soft whisper.
"Xelloss, I do to, I mean .... I love you to ...." I open my eyes. She was looking at me, a small amount of confusion of her face, but still, her angel face was smiling at me. I was going to say something, but she leaned up and kissed me .
Even angel fall.
I had my Angel, my Golden Angel.